I am a teenager in the town of Edwardsville, IL. I have a huge goal in life...
This goal is to become a pastor, and have my friends, family, teachers, and peers accept it. Its a day to day struggle in life to not fall into the life of the average non-god worshiping teen. so maybe this Tumblr will keep me on my straight path to my goal.
Follow me. Help me.
Well looks like I already broke the #selfharmfreeMay thing…great..
Why is it that if you think something it happens? has anyone else noticed the true blue power of the human brain? like lets say if you want to be sick right? alright well just do stuff through out your day and think like your sick, then believe it or not you become sick! and why is it that when i get stressed out i become extremely sick! like early today and yesterday, i’ve been thinking and having these things run threw my mind;
ACT
GPA
College
Scholarships
Tution
Money
Life after college
Family
Friends
Time
Church
Youth Group
Sunday School class i teach
what to do if i can’t pay back my students loans?
and…
GOD…
Why don’t i let god just take it all?! like i should!
every single time that something hard comes my way, i just sit there and think about it, i need to keep training myself to not stress just pray, don’t get mad just pray, don’t cry of sadness, cry because you have the commuincation with your creator, no not your mother or your father, your REAL father, aka; Messiah, Jesus, Creator, Lord, Father, Allah, GOD!
JUST
PRAY
My life is starting to make sence like its werid but it finally is! and I know why it!
G O D!
He has communicated with me though, with my actions, my words and advise I’ve given other people and even though “my Home” Metro Community Church” but he communicates with me more when I hang out with fellow christians which is such a huge part in bein a christ follower. because hanging out with Christians will slowly make you live more like Jesus’s followers, which is what all True Christians want right? I hope! and lately I’ve been shown that I am livin the Life! I have nothing to be ungreatful for even if something bad happens to me,
THANK GOD FOR THIS LIFE
THESE FEELINGS
AND THE ABILITY TO WORSHIP
THANK THE MESSIAH, THE CREATOR, THE RULER, THE LORD, THE ALL POWERFUL, GOD
I’ve been called….
A juicehead
A nerd
A techie
A grease monkey
A idiot
A Jesus freak
A kid
A loser
A follower
A leader
A believe
No matter what I’m called….
I am a creation of Christ my lord and savior….
He knows what I am called, his servant, his worshiper, his creation.
I am called…
A creation of god
Walking threw the halls
High Fivin’
Fist Bumpin’
Hand Shakin’
Goin’ and meeting with your crew, your friends, your homies, your Click…
This is whats wrong with High Schools the Click… why must we be divided or look at weird for what we believe in or what we wear or drive or even where we live! You could live in the Tippity Top of Pent House and have the same beliefs and actions of someone that lives in Aptmt in the basement…
Why do we walk around and make fun of people…
Why do we say “No” to things that we don’t even know or even try to think about…
just a few things that I have been thinking about lately as I walk threw my own school and see things happening, that i wish i could help prevent.
Say YES…Be the guy that jumps into that youth group, the club, that sport, say Yes… because God does for his people what they ask now do what God asks you to do..